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a year in a small urban garden (6): february grey

Cambridge can be very grey and dreary in February and many of us, Ma Yogini included, turn to daydreaming. Over to her….

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February; and there are signs that winter is receding and that spring may soon roll in.

Chives are almost flourishing, tulips are showing their tips and pruning back of shrubs and climbers should be in full swing. Well, it is not! This gardener has been dreaming instead. Of colour initially. Well, the days have been so drab and energy seems to be leeched away, so I started looking at ways to brighten up the domestic environment – and myself.

Citrus fruit in a ceramic bowl did the trick for a while before all that orange goodness fulfilled its proper role. Having nourished the spirit, the oranges then nourished the body.

Our local veggie stall always provides a bright spot on a dull day as do the cheerful grins of the owner and his assistant. They know what I am up to. ‘Getting you colour fix, are you?’ they ask.

I am not alone either since I know that at least one professional photographer (his photos appeared all over town to promote business in the area) and several amateur artists have been inspired by the display. Now Himself is at it! Thank you.

But I dream in other ways as well – through poetry and stories. Do you remember The Secret Garden? Walled and locked, the garden reveals itself at night – but only to little girls led there by a robin. This garden is walled and the gate is often locked and we do have a robin…… Dream on! The garden has been secretive through the winter, wrapped in on itself, but life has continued beneath the soil ready, I hope, to reveal its glory quite soon. The robin is getting quite chirpy too.

The idea of the garden as a secret, enclosed space and a place of marvels and spiritual renewal is an old one. Muslim gardens were created as places of contemplation and before that there was a famous garden known as Eden in which God walked in the cool of the evening to refresh himself. Milton envisaged Eden as ‘enclosed by goodliest trees’ and guarded by angels so that Satan could penetrate only with difficulty and shrouded in mist. (Paradise Lost book 9).

Andrew Marvell is another poet who appreciates gardens and associated them with Paradise – his gardens are particularly verdant and fruitful:-

The nectarine and curious peach
Into my hands themselves do reach;
Stumbling on melons as I pass,
Ensnared with flowers, I fall on grass

(The Garden – Andrew Marvell)

During the 19th century, poets became more interested in wild nature but Christina Rossetti wrote very movingly about a walled garden from which she was shut out, having previously been familiar with it. It was her lost paradise:-

From bough to bough the song-birds crossed’
From flower to flower the moths and bees,
With all its nests and stately trees
It had been mine and it was lost…

So now I sit here quite alone
Blinded with tears; nor grieve for that ,
For nought is left worth looking at
Since my delightful land is gone.

(Shut Out – Christina Rossetti)

There are plenty of prose descriptions of gardens in 19th century novels – see Dicken’s Bleak House for the description of the garden which is to be Esther’s, ‘such a lovely place, so tranquil and so beautiful …….all overhung with summer growth’ or any Jane Austen novel where the garden is an important adjunct to any house and is the site of romantic flirtation.

Finally, two poems about gardeners. In the first, Seamus Heaney looks at his father digging the garden and remembers the line of his forebears who have all been diggers of gardens and of peat. And likens his own work to digging:-

Under my window, a clean rasping sound
When spade sinks into gravelly ground:
My father, digging . I look down

Till his straining rump among the flower beds
Bends low, comes up twenty years away
Stooping in rhythm through potato drills
Where he was digging.

By God, the old man could handle a spade.
Just like his old man………….

But I’ve no spade to follow men like them.

Between my finger and my thumb
The squat pen rests.
I’ll dig with it.

(Digging – Seamus Heaney)

The second is brief enough to quote in full (this isn’t me yet).

Three days to Christmas – a mild
Bright westerly morning.
He is on his spry old knees
Preparing a spring bed,

A kind of active prayer,
His manger for the child.
And time may give him warning
That soon he will not be there;

He will not heed.
Beliefs can coalesce
In star and seed to wake
The living and the dead;

My unbeliever’s eye
Beholds a practical reverence all can share
In face of a miracle.

(On seeing a Christian Gardener at Eighty – Patric Dickinson)

I have this afternoon given up dreaming and taken up digging!  More next time.

happy birthday mr shakespeare

My mistress’ eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips’ red;
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damask’d, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go;
My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As any she belied with false compare.
Sonnet 130

In his own way Mr Shakespeare has written an Operation Beautiful note!  His girlfriend wasn’t a supermodel; her lips weren’t so red and her eyes don’t always shine.  Her cheeks aren’t pink and she doesn’t always smell so fresh (who did in the sixteenth century!), but Shakespeare loves her BECAUSE of these things, because she isn’t perfect, because she is human.  So I salute you Mr Shakespeare on your 446th birthday for telling your lady just how beautiful she was!

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Also today is St George’s Day, he of dragon slaying fame.  Also patron saint of England (despite allegedly being Palestinian – go figure!).  St George to me represents having courage and faith in the face of adversity and suffering. Important aspects of life off our yoga mats.

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And of course it’s also Friday!!  What do you have planned for the weekend? I’m having a pedicure and going to the library and bathing the cats.  Rock’n'roll! :)

tattoo

He sees her flesh – pale and untouched
Like alabaster and lotus petals.
She shivers – not with cold but
Anticipation at what is to come.
He will touch her – change her forever.

She smells disinfectant and hears
The needle’s buzz. She feels
His hand on her buttock, gently
Wiping her skin. Then the pain starts,
Sudden at first. A necessary pain.

Afterwards he’s pleased with himself,
With his art, with his tenderness.
He looks again at alabaster and lotus petals,
Sullied with ink and blood.
He hopes she has No regrets. So many regret the first time.

R.Hawes 2009

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After various cancellations due to life and snow getting in the way, I am sitting for the first part of a new backpiece the week after next. It will be the beginnings of tattoo number 7. Each tattoo means something to me, tells a story of its own. Each one is a piece of art that I carry with me wherever I go.

I am always interested in thoughts on bodyart. Do you have a tattoo dear reader? Why or why not?

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